This seems a bad way to respond to Visitor Messages - whatever the hell they are? This is the first time I've seen one! - so I'm just going to start a new thread in Home Base.
Excuse me... I am a man and I try to act like one. Apparently you have issues with me and I know what I said was not right. I'd be honored to be your friend as I see the knowledge you bring to the table is good. So I am asking for your forgiveness which would be very valued. I am wretched and I know that but I would have never learned what a valuable person you were had I not made this mistake. It's YOUR ball.