Thanks dar, and all. I guess the detective has been interviewing friends and cow orkers. It's all unfathomable to me; you hear about it but you rarely know someone that it has happened to.

Again, the support I've gotten here has been something I will never forget. My family won't talk about things like I can here, so I'm forever grateful.

The Great and Powerful Omnitoad.

If you add anybody from the Cellar, you'll get hits for other active Dwellars, cos we're all added up.

Distant past? Hope it stays there.

Cellar's been d r a g g i n g last nite and this morning. Guess it's time to run a tune up program on my machine.

I was up allllll night last night having this really long heart to heart conversation with my best friend about everything that's going on in her life (this was the first conversation EVER like that in our friendship, she's a pretty closed off person, and I've known her since I was in the 5th grade) then I got up this morning and went to work on 4 or 5 hours sleep. Worked all day, came home and was falling asleep in the chair around 7pm, not the "man I'm really sleepy" sort of tired...the eyes burning and head falling down every few seconds before I wake myself back up sort of tired. So I figured it was stupid to stay up...and went to bed.

Well here I am, midnight, wiiiiiiide awake. Ugh!!

I was late for work.

Due to the necessity to speak to my daughter's principal regarding why she was being sent home for the day.

(Don't ask, I'll post something later. Maybe.)

Sorry SD. That sucks. I hope its nothing too serious.

As were are in reality.
One great big glorious whole.

My fucking car won't fucking start. Fuck.

Let me guess, it is a Jeep and the warranty just ran out.

It's a Jeep still under warranty. Roadside assistance is on the way, but I wanted to leave a half hour afuckinggo.

Unusual, but becoming more common, although a lot of female suicides by firearm will shoot themselves somewhere other than the head.

Her being extra chatty, or even seeming like she's doing really well is not unusual. People who have decided on their plan for suicide are often very happy at that point. They finally have a solution to the mess they see their lives as having become.

No note is not indicative of anything. Most people don't leave them.

And even when you get them, you still don't have the answers you want.

Thank you wolf.

The investigation is still open. The chatty thing: I don't know, much, really, but she was chatty and talking about her plans to file for divorce on Monday. Maybe we'll never know for sure.

We are having a memorial service here next Saturday. At least it will give us some closure.

My sister is being punished for being an exceptionally dedicatedl, hard-working, rockin' pediatric RN. She's been in transport for twenty years and wants to transfer to another dept. They are holding up her transfer for SIX MONTHS and she is going crazy.

She's been published, is a national speaker on ped. nursing, works on numerous committees pro bono and they do THIS to her.

Ya wanna know why nursing is recession-proof? Because they treat you like shit and tell you it's Easter.