Fuck. I knew it. I lose at-work access to The Cellar, and the place just falls right the fuck apart. Goddamn it. Guess I'll have to quit my job.

What? What's that?

...the voices in my head just told me I wasn't that important. I hate it when the voices in my head are right.

Ya know what's wrong? too many one-trick pony's around here--people who say the same fookin' thing all the fookin' time, blah blah blah, boring boring boring, people who imagine they are important and anyone gives a rat's fook what they think or say. self important assholes with NO PERSONALITY. you ALWAYS know what they're gonna say coz they've only got, like, three things to say and they recycle it over and over and over ad nauseum...they exsist in suspended animation.

Progress is made one funeral at a time.

Sounds like you were doing shots when you posted this, I'm just saying...:3eye:

Dear Jim,

I appreciate being lumped in with the group of posters that you like...to borrow from Denis Leary, it tickles the cockles and sub-cockles of my heart.

I apologize for not posting much recently. I've been working a lot of hours at the pizza shops along with putting together my thesis, which is now complete. Once I perform a 10-20 minute presentation on Thursday night, I am fully finished with my Masters program, and will be participating more on the Cellar. Rest assured that I will be returning to torment/show love to the peeps in the not-too-distant future.

Love,
Sycamore
xoxo

Yeah!!

I'm taking tomorrow off, so i'll wish you good luck today, not that you are likely to need it! Kick ass!

Good luck Syc !!!!

Rock on fella!

Why can't your Master write his own damn thesis?

Lazy Masters, I tell ya. [/Rodney D.]

:D

What I want is for there to be less personal insults in this place.

I know RK considers me a mean busybody for saying I wasn't a fan of the amount and content of Cloud's threads (am quite over that btw) but it's not like I made any personal comments about her when discussing it.

It all seems to be about hitting people where it hurts right now, using personal details that people have posted in good faith. I accept I'm probably over-sensitive and it doesn't bother the people involved half as much as it would bother me, but I still think it's a bad direction to head down.

One of the main (out of many) reasons that I can't stay away from this place is the sense of community. At this precise moment in time I am closer to people on here than I am to anyone I see on a regular basis. A grim situation I know - but my real friends are scattered countrywide and all I have are work colleagues, who are nice but aren't on my wavelength. I used to be confident that I could post anything on here, and most posters would accept that this was information given in trust, not to batter me with at a future date.

Even something as simple as posting a picture is something I didn't think I would ever do online - even looking my best. But I've felt an almost delirious sense of freedom in posting pictures, without make-up, double chins on display and my ptosis clearly showing. Seriously - I credit this place for the fact I can even mention it online. Now that people are making personal comments based on other people's photos/ bodies/ lifestyles I'm wondering whether it's something I should do again. The issue is mine of course - I lack self esteem and therefore cope badly with perceived rejection. But regardless of blame, I have to admit to myself that perhaps I am in the wrong place if I can't toughen up - and I so want this to be the right place because I love it here.

I suppose I can't have it both ways. I can't have a place where I can be totally open about sensitive issues ie a place where I can be myself and write anything, if I don't mentally accept that everyone on here is equally entitled to be themselves and write anything.

Intelligent insults I can handle. Personal insults stick in my craw.

[/warmweakhuggy]

I think "intelligent insults" is an oxymoron.

(Gives Sundae Girl a hug, 'cause she needs it, and she said she was over my thread-starting thingy, yay!)

Cloud, what about:
Thou gleeking malmsey-nosed puttock!

SG -- I agree completely. I've posted very little private information in the Cellar for just that reason.

I want candy.