Sorry for your loss, Fargon.

you think you know people.


you don't.


Everyone lies.


Everyone lies and then says, "Who? ME? No way!"

Fuck. U. >>>> that's where I went to school.

Since I'm putting all my cards on the table let me be clear: Merc was a bad person. I wouldn't surprise me if he was a Klansman. And when I was so clearly sick and depressed and suicidal he had a little helper try to push me off the cliff: who's that you ask? Why, his best buddie, Aliantha! He and Ali ganged up on me and tried, very hard, to get me to go off the edge. Had I died, they'd would've been all "Oh, we never knew!" and secretly doing a jig in the background.

And yea, monster IS a bully. Sorry, but she is. She "just says what's on her mind" - well, honey, so am I. She especially bullies Sundae whenever she gets the chance. That's why Sundae's not around and coincidentally monster went off the radar at the same time.
Tony-I wonder if you even like me a little bit. You ACT like you do but then you had to go and make a remark that drew me back into a bad time with a very bad man---ha ha funny joke, but at my expense and you surely must know what depression feels like, no????? and to have a health care "pro" (I use that term lightly about merc) suggest I kill myself? really? REALLY? if you don't like someone online, great. Fuck them. But to say THAT to a person clearly on the edge?

Like I said.

oh, a little ps- fuck santa this year.

my sendee WILL get their gift and they are welcome to it and I like the person.

Please don't send me anything. I'm done here. I tried, I really TRIED.


but fuck it.

My fault, Tril. I shouldn't have posted about Merc.

Don't you go off now. That'd suck.

Well, Merc is gone. Monster is pretty much gone too, and I haven't seen much of Ali lately. So why don't you stick around?

Don't make me come over there young lady.:eyebrow:

*checks calendar*

Full moon was last week. What the Sam Hill is going on around here?

Our wonderful history stands on its own m'dear, and I hope that's all I have to say.

'tis the season. :haha:

Post-Thanksgiving, family-induced aggression.
Pre-Christmas, it-ain't-like-the-old-days blues.

Geeze Some bodys Knickers are in a HARD TWIST !!!

fargon, I'm sad with you. we have two cats and it would break my heart to lose either one. So sorry man.

seriously. just wake me up for the super bowl. I don't care about the game, but the commercials are usually cool and I'll be hungry again by then.

Sorry you feel like shit Trilby. :(

in other news,

it's not on par with Trilby's troubles or what's gone for fargon, but I'm sick.

It feels like my holiday cold although there was a report today that the flu season has begun already, earlier than usual. I haven't gotten my flu shot. regardless, I'm pretty miserable, snotty, sore throat, coughing, hot/cold/hot/cold/hot, sore body. Twil gave me a Claritan D last night (the first I've ever had) and the result was almost magical. sinuses cleared up to let me breath and rest. The cough's come on just today and I am dreading it as the last cough was so persistent that my throat hurt and my core was so sore from overexertion that it felt like I'd been beat up in the boxing ring.

waaaa pooooor me.