Thanks SG...that's pretty much what I was guessing. She did tell me that it would take a few weeks for the pills to actually be FULLY into my system (so i didn't think i would feel them the way that i did) she also advised me to take them at night, because they will probably make me feel relaxed. I'm glad I took them in the afternoon, 'cause relaxed was anything but what I was feeling. I did notice that the side effects were normal, according to webmd...but I still didn't/don't like them. The side effects are lessening...but I can still feel the pills...and I still don't like them.
My guy friend, that i've been hanging out with everyday for like a month now started asking me if I had taken my pills...'cause he can tell when i take them...and he doesn't like them either. Oh well I guess. 3 weeks to my next appointment.

it takes at least 3 weeks before the serotonin levels are adjusted and the re-uptake process is blocked, which is probably why Kinky Vixen is feeling all over the place.
mind you, this all depends on what medication it is.

I had a similar conversation with a work colleague about the drug were had both been prescribed. She said - "At least you'll be getting a good night's sleep now, the one thing I miss about not taking them any more" Riiiight. When I first started them I was twitching and gurning like a fool - tongue stuck to the roof of my dry mouth and eyes darting all over the place. It takes different people different ways I guess.

Well Phil, I'm taking (I don't have the bottle on me so the spelling is probably going to be incorrect) citalopram? generic for celexa?

Did you change meds or did you stay on them? And, how do you feel about them now?

KV, did you decide to go on medication after reading how many of us are users?

i dont know much about them hun, but heres a link :

http://www.patient.co.uk/showdoc/30003676/

read it ALL ... its very informative. hope that helps. :)

this is a good info site too.

http://www.netdoctor.co.uk/medicines/100000520.html

I want to thank everyone for your kind words and support. It means more than you could know.

I went to the library on Friday after I left work, went home, read a book, then slept for 15 hours straight (only one time waking up and falling asleep again.) Then I got up and read some more and fell asleep for another 2 hours. I guess I needed it.

I'm really trying to get a good attitude back. I think I should get a part-time job that I could spend a few hours at a day after this job. I need the money to get out of this financial hole. I don't want a job where I have to talk to the public; I get enough of that here...just something physical to also help me get some exercise and start paying things off. I had a second job for many years but it was all in restaurants/bars and like I said I don't want to deal with the public. Perhaps a temp service would have something.

I can't wait to get online at home again because I know I could have benefitted over the weekend from not only your input here but also the laughs I invariably get when I read your posts.

I'll probably be scarcer than normal as I try to get things straight with my work here...it just never ends and everytime we turn around there's a new problem or new grants to administer or something. I like the challenge but when I looked at my W2 it really hit home how much my wages are akin to highway robbery. Sigh...

You are all wonderful, and I again thank you for your support.

:)

I think I do know what it means, having had the same support myself - this is a good place. It is a shame you can't log on at home (same here) but you can stop by and just focus on a couple of threads if you're busy at work.

I found supermarket work reassuringly physical after sitting in an office all day. There was a lot of interaction with other staff members some nights, but none at all on others (depending on the section I worked on). They pay good wages too, if they're a supplement rather than your full time job.

Look after yourself, ok?

I did have to change my meds to start with, but that was all the aforementioned symptoms plus a downturn in mood and an increase in suicidal thoughts. I stuck with Paroxetine because the symptoms were purely physical. It took approx 2 months for the symptoms to go away completely, but the major ones were gone well before that.

I went to my parents' while I was still suffering. Scared the hell out of them. What with the side effects and the actual depression they barely recognised me. I didn't find this out for months of course. Mum said, "I'm glad we saw you when you were like that. At least I knew that you were really ill" (she had issues about me being signed off work - didn't understand I was incapable of working until she saw me) "When you didn't want anything to eat I knew it must be bad"

That's Mums for you, straight to the point!

I have come off the medication. Unlike some posters, my depression is episodic not chronic and I didn't want to stay on them "just in case". Like Shawnee says, it's a choice I can make because I'm not currently depressed.

Hang in there...the side effects can be brutal when you first start, but they really will go away and you will feel better. Depending on the meds...the side effects of withdrawal are 10 times worse. One of my meds is effexor, with a half life of less than a day. If I miss a day due to not getting refilled in time or something, the following day I am sick as a dog until they get back on track in my system. Other SSRIs, like Prozac, have a much longer half life so the effects of sudden stopping isn't nearly as painful. Did you say what you were taking?

Also, sometimes it takes time to figure out what works best for you. If you think that they can be beneficial to you, stick with it because it's worth it.

Take care of yourself KV!

Welcome back, Shawnee, it's good to have you around. Take good care of yourself, and check in as often as you can.

Thanks Spexx :)

Ditto. We're here for you whenever you need us!

I've been wondering why this topic was in the Cellar Meta section until I realized that we now have a handy record of which of us is crazy and which isn't... :D

I am allowed to be cavalier about this because I'm one of the mood-altering drug users here.