Giving up...
 

she's not coming back. I wanted her to be here so bad; and that is the only reason I came back. Yet, I know that someday she will see the words I have written for her...

So I guess I will just drink and watch, right Erica?? Why don't you just come back on here and call me a whore and a gutter rat. You know that is what you want to say to me.

Make fun of my cigarette stained hands; as my flowers wilt away in the vase. Go ahead and survive on Daddy's money; and call me a 'rag picker' as I shop at the thrift stores...

You never deserved me; and perhaps it was my fault. But, I wanted to stop lying to you; but you would have been dissapointed. I would also like to know who you were 'texting' the message 'I love you' to??? It was not my #; and it was not your mums...

Take care forever,
Pam.:sniff:

Very nearly poetry, that.

Thank you; but poetry is not my thing. I was demoted from 'Honors English Class' my senior year because I called Ernest Hemmingway a 'long winded faggot.' I also got mad at this poet 'Percy B. Shelly' who was also a long winded waste of time...

Ironically, I know that when I came here, there was a poet named Emma. At times, I think it may have been Erica, but I can't be sure. I can just go on what i have been told. It may make sense if it were here; but then she would not tell...and I have searched for her here...

if you put 100 strangers in a room, the drunk will seek out the drunk; and the depressed will seek out the depressed...etc., etc., Could my exlove be Emma???

Pam.

or Sybil?

Well, I do not think so. but since you wanted to see me and Emma in a steel cage match, or whatever it was...why not help to find her - ifshe may be Erica?? also, why is there no trace of her??

I did go through the archives and I can't find her. But another poster said it was Erica in disguise. i simply do not know...but that is why i initially came here and was upset...

Pam.

And Rabbit is howling.

Sybil was a SCAM !!

i do not knwo you; but people want to see me and emma. isthis possibel>?? sorry for spelling ambien....alchohol...

was she a good poster.....was she looiking fo frme?? for me?

I am jealus of her naem 'emma' such a pretty name...

i want to love her; not fihth her. i want every1 to be happy ane love...but that is not possible. Mr. toad woulld want every1 to be happy...even me and her. but hen she got sent to 'coventry.' why???

and i would like to know whhy more peple do not acknowledge Mr. toad for his eforts... adn he likeks musc.music...passinggn out.........gooooooooooooooooodbieye

Ambien and alcohol.

Breakfast of champions.

So this toast and diet coke just ain't cutting it? It does have lemon curd on it....

ya know - lemon curd is good. It just sounds bad.

Marmalade is a terrible word too. They should just call them all jam.

Correct.

I heard that story recently too. Very interesting, sad and interesting.

The book and movie made a lot of money, but the resulting "therapy" ruined a lot of otherwise functional people's lives.

Still is.

We call it lemon butter in our house. Sounds much nicer. ;)

She does not have any idea what you are talking about and wants me to find out. Refuses to come to the screen. What the hell did yo all do to her?

Somehow "Creole Lady Jam" doesn't scream hit record.

There is a disconnect between what is said and what is perceived.

Time away from the computer is probably not a bad thing.

was lemon cheese when I was little.... (and homemade :yum:)

Yeah, I make it from scratch here too. Much nicer than the stuff you buy from the shops.

Recipes, ladies, recipies!!!

Egg yolk, sugar, butter and lemons (or limes if you prefer). I'll have to get the quantities to you when I can be bothered getting my book out. ;)

I'll appreciate that, thanks! My friends and I love going to tea and have started making our own because our favorite teahouse got sold to an idiot who just went out of business.

I lost my recipe :cry:

There, there. You'll have that recipe again.

Never!


bwaahaaahaaa

Ohhhh NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Sorry Clod.
I know you are our guru for everything else in the world.
But you are wrong about marmalade.
It's a gorgeous word!

If I had a daughter I'd be tempted to call her Marmalade (as in Marmalade Atkins).

Nothing wrong with Lemon Curd either.
We used to sell Cheese Curd Tarts when I worked in Hampshires Bakery.
Now that did sound wrong.

Ohhhh. We just called 'em curd tarts in Bolton. Used to love those.

I agree on the Lemon Curd front: nowt wrong with that. Nor indeed marmalade. Marmalade Atkins rocked!

I think Tracey Beaker is a little like a modern version of Marmalade.

Yebbut she has a lame name.

Meh. Butter's better.

(Actually I'm supporting Sundae, as the first thing I think of when I hear the word "marmalade" is poetry.)

(though, as a name, it makes me think of "Lady Marmalade".)

Tangerine is better. :)

(as a word, as a name it sounds ghetto without this song as reference)

Yeah. The movie was shown in my high school Psychology class in the early 90s. I think we were even graded on the material that complimented it.

Hap-Monk, I'd almost forgotten that one.
Thanks for the reminder.

Infi-Monk, good point.
I prefer marmalade as a word.
But tangerine, satsuma, clementine as a comestible.

Satsuma is my favourite of the lot, because it has such a distinctive sound in an East Midlands accent.
Sat-sooom-AR

Yes.
I have been watching Misfits.

And we have a Manc to replace the Northern Irelander.
But it's still Simon I adore, I adore.

The cover was better.
And I never thought I would write those words.

Umm, no. It isn't.

But thanks for playing!

Tell Sundae what she's won for being on the show.

I think of

this is correct.

sexay though.

It's true.
I have a certain animal magnetism.

All I can really say is how amazed I am that a thread that started with a very, um...what's the word...wierd doesn't quite cover it...maybe if I added poignant. Yea a very weird and poignant....off beat, crazy post about unrequited something or other. This post lead to a deep and abiding discussion about marmalade and lemon butter.

I.
Am.
Amazed.

Hey there RJ long time no post! Nostrovia! :)

I was hanging out with Erica.

Everything in life leads back to that....