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OK since justice at this point has gone out the door, and since I myself am being sentenced to work the rest of my life as a convict. Why dosen't everyone just get in my face and tell me exactly what you think. WE may not have an opportunity like this for quite some time. Am I a crook? Am I evil? Am I sociopath? Am I destine to hell? Did I really cause the Columbia to crash? DO you really hate my guts? DO you really think I'm a devil worshiper? Do you think I'm the anti christ?

OR am I just sooooooooo big of a fool that you are going to banish me to JAPAN???

It's simpler: you have an untreated mental illness.

They say it's takes about 10 years to get the situation under control once you've been diagnosed, it's been 11. Perhaps the way mental disability's are precieved by the public are not up to date?? Steven Hawkins is disabled that dosen't stop him.

10 years is probably just a guideline. I don't know how much it's interfering with your life, but you do often seem out of touch with reality sometimes, and that's probably not for the best.

Everybody wishes you well, I'm certain, but it's hard to communicate with someone half out of joint.

Half out of the joint; or, half out of a joint? Being sentenced as a convict, literally or figuratively speaking, is different from being committed as a patient and the difference in perception is telling whether it's that of others or the individual concerned.

ok I'm not quite sure how to respond to that.. I think it IS of concern to others because every time I go off my meds I end up in jail or in the hospital, I don't think that I'm a hostile threat to children, in fact, I have a fear that children will beat me up, some people have no business having children of there own and I'm one of them. I may be a threat to women because I have an abusive history, but I've never had a realationship last more than 6 months so bascially I'm just a raw man, in his prime trying to amuse himself with the internet. I've never been in jail for more than 30 days so I don't quite know the nature of my ""work"". Except of coarse the jail house rock, which I must say, I'm quite fond of.

Questions? Comments? Concerns?

Pleased to meet you. Hope you guess my name. But what's puzzling you is the nature of my game.

I hope you get things straightened out JBK. I honestly have no idea what you're going through, but you have my sympathy.

Why do you go off your meds? Just stay on them, there's no reason to experiment if things are working for you.

Why do you go on the meds? Just stay off them, there's no reason to experiment if things aren't working for you. It's hard out here, you could be safe in jail or in the hospital.



(devil's advocate)

:lol:

UT -----> :angel:

SEX ----> :evil2:

New user title:

Undertoad
is gooder than sex

well at first I would stop taking my meds because I didn't think I had a problem but over the past 10 years I have learned my lesson the hard way. My uncle has the diagnosis and he refuses his meds. The only reason I ever agreed to go on the meds was cause I didn't want to be like him, now I'm even worse.

Maybe it's time for an adjustment. Some of this stuff needs to be revisited from time to time.

It is very unfortunate that when a person feels "I'm OK, I don't need the meds any more!", that is the first sign of needing to stay on the meds. From the things you're saying JBK, you have bursts of good insight into your problems. You say you don't want to end up like your uncle, who stopped taking the pills. Return to your doctor and discuss all this with him.
I wish you well.

I thought this thread would be about named and numbered asteroids.