[Catwoman]

I think this may be the last post I make to this thread.

Staggers back from mass sigh of relief

It's pretty much confirmed that he's not interested. We all went out last night and got quite drunk, ended up in his bed, not doing anything just sleeping. Stirred slightly in the morning and he cuddled up to me, could feel he was aroused, if you know what I mean. We didn't do anything and fell back to sleep. Then woke up properly to go to work and the first thing he said, half asleep, was the other girl's name.

I said 'you're a c**t for saying that' and walked out. He mumbled something incomprehensible as I left but to be honest there was nothing he could say. He'd said it all.

I would be the biggest fool going if I continued to pursue this one. God it's hard but I don't want anyone that doesn't want me. Need to seriously re-evaluate my situation and motivation for staying in the house, and maybe look to get the hell outta there. No idea what I want to do with my life, I guess now would be a good time to start finding out.

Thank you counsellors, friends. I will now resume operation as a fully functional, rational human being.

[/end self-obsessed spineless diatribe]