I'm so sorry for your loss--there's few things in life that hurt as much as losing a beloved pet.
A few years ago one of my kitties escaped out the front door. He'd always been an indoor cat, and probably didn't even know what a car was. Needless to say, few hours later I found him dead in the street--he'd been hit by a car.
It was probably one of the worst days of my life (I'll always blame myself for it), but just so you know, it DOES get better with time. I thought I would never get over losing him, but now I can look back on it and remember how much joy he brought into my life. I'm sure it hurts like hell now, but like they say, "time heals all wounds."
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