thanks Bruce.. hadn't been by here in a while. but it's kinda cool that someone wasted that much time to sign up and pick a name just to taunt me!
no, i have tried to snuff myself a couple of times which resulted in some really spectacular failures. to which left me with some sense of 'fate'.. as in I'm not supposed to die yet. (what I'm around for I have no Idea.. but it looks like there's something I'm supposed to do.. and for an agnostic that's a bit of a trick

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and I still stick by my 'if you want to kill yourself go right ahead, just be as considerate about it as possible' mentality
yes! killing yourself is fucked up! but.. sometimes it seems like the only option, and in the case of the terminally ill.. I support it! why suffer more than you really have to? (yeah that's another thing where the thought process get's tricky.. how much is too much?) damnit...