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My first 'true love' gave me unconditional love and acceptance, but I got bored of that. What the fuck is the matter with me?
That guy probably thought he was perfect for you, too. But the reality is he wasn't because your feelings for him obviously didn't last. You want to be perfect for this guy, but the reality is probably that you are not, or his interest would continue to be piqued.
I think you deserve lasting, mutual love, and you are very likely to find it--once you set yourself free from the hope of an unlikely relationship with this guy, and start looking for someone who is also in love with you. Hell, tell this guy that since he knows you so well, and understands your need for a more involved relationship, could he perhaps introduce you to anyone he thinks might be right for you? It might be just what he's hoping to hear.
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