see? i knew some of you would think i was complaining. i absolutely am not - i would be crazy to do such a thing.
as far as trying something new? there isn't a whole lot left out there short of bringing someone new into the mix, and i won't do that inside of the marriage context. doesn't really do it for me anymore anyway.
i will most likely just ride it out and see how long this goes on. that first day she doesn't initiate... ooooh boy, LOOKOUT!