Oh, Sundae Girl, you and I have all that in common! I have weighed anywhere from 120-220 before, too! I ALWAYS say, "OK, now I'm going to be healthy!" and blow it in 24 hours. I get sad, depressed and ashamed of my body, too, and then the downward spiral of self-loathing starts and drinking sounds like the cure, no? Wow. Thanks for sharing your story. It has helped me today. Thanks

Feels so good to NOT be alone!