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Well I have a couple more concerts I'm committed to play this spring and also an opera in the fall (for Mrs. Dallas, so I can't back out of it and still remain amongst the living!) so this won't happen overnight. But unless something drastic happens I'm not likely to change my mind. It's completely irrational to expect that I play at the same level as in the late 1980s (when I was a full-time music student) but I've now fallen so short of that peak that I can't deal with it.
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