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i think she may be using cocaine again. i have no physical proof and she certainly wouldn't submit to a test, but i've just got a nagging suspicion.
the decision making processes have gotten more screwey again and (i know it sounds weird) her scent has changed. i am really sensitive to smell and i noticed the mornng after she went out with the girls that she skin smelled differently. i vaguely remember that smell from the bad old days. none of the other physical evidence is there though, so who knows...
i do know that 3 out of the last 9 nights she hasn't gotten home until AT LEAST 2:45 AM. yep, that is definitely responsible adult living there, let me tell you. pretty sure she hooked up with one of the MLB ball players in town for spring training.
i'm just loving life. we are stuck in the same house because we still haven't agreed on custody issues and if i move out i might as well just forfeit my demands for primary custody.
life sucks. but as the bulimic says after a meal, "this too shall pass."
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