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Jojo, you should get a pet. Four years ago I was devastated by a break up with a man, a controlling one too, who I deeply but foolishly loved. After nine years together, my twenties long gone, and me being financially dependent on him --- I DID NOT KNOW HOW I WOULD GET THROUGH IT. One important contributor to my survival, among many, has been my dog. I got her about 3 mos. after I moved out. These animals give you unconditional love and devotion that no human could ever match. Those few times at the bottom, when I didn't think I could go on, my little Astrid kept me going. I'm sure the same is true for your kids. They may be behaving selfishly, but you cannot be selfish yourself. You must march on with dignity for them, as an example, regardless of how they treat you. But, I also highly recommend a pet for a much improved mental outlook. Also, I'll pray for you to gain strength.
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