Oh man... that is awful. I have been following this from the beginning, but I just never could bring myself to post. After all, I have never been married or had kids so it is hard for me to understand. But I can see how that would hurt and make things really difficult. For the sake of you and lil lookout, I hope this isn't true. But if it is, I am so sorry for you two and I wish you all the best. Many good vibes are coming your way from here in Kansas.