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Maybe I should just take my bottle of nerve pills and die. That would solve all my problems. And yes, I have had problems with thoughts of suicide. I have no pride, I am trailer trash I suppose. I have lived without heat, I have lived without my father who was murdered when I was 4. I was picked on my whole life. There just is no more me left. My problems cause me to wind up in a deep depression and causes me not to want to get out of bed. So hard to be happy anymore. Thank you all for making me feel great!
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