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People hate me because I am outside the norm and refuse to follow or obey rules. I drink too much, spend too much time reading and writing, but continue to live above my means. I am much too polite and humorous to be real and I make Industrial Souls nervous and uncomfortable because I am loud and express myself despite any surrounding....People hate me because I have the look of someone that was attractive years past but has allowed my time and circumstances to give way to extra weight, messy hair, and lack of concern for shaving like a someone you know that would be gorgeous if they lost 50 pounds or that could be in movies if they only took that chance and abandoned everything for the opportunity...I am old, and tired, and my insides feel as if they have been scoured with iron wool
I am 33 and waiting to die
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