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I agree, everyone is a "trust but verify" thinker.
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Everyone but you, and you're the only one that knows it. How likely is that?
The kind of thought process in which one feels strongly that they have acquired a special knowledge apart from other humans can often be attributed to a simple manic episode, i.e. the more enjoyable, upswing cycle of manic-depression. The brain's reward mechanism goes haywire, reinforcing even silly or simple ideas to the point that they appear profound or unique.
Later on, when you're curled up in a fetal position on the bathroom floor, with a gun pressed up under your jaw, but you're too much of a coward to pull the trigger, please take a moment to consider what I'm saying here.
Your soul-crushing self-doubt at that moment will be the polar opposite to the delusion of grandeur you are feeling now.