[Sundae]

Last night I dreamed that HM's house was connected to the building where I work. It started out that they were connected to us via the toilets and kitchen (in fact we do share those with another company on the other side of the building). HM had come to tell me that the sugar had run out. I was adamant that it had not as (real life) I had just received delivery of 1000 sugar sachets that week.

He told me that his new housemate (called Cinderella apparently) had a really sweet tooth. She drank tea all day and had 5 sugars. And sure enough, when I went to look in the kitchen there were only empty packets left. I was furious because this meant the people I worked with would think I wasn't in top of my canteen duties.

Then the dream shifted slightly and it seemed that I was living back in his house again. I was beginning to get angry because the place was such a mess and again he blamed it on her. I started to get spiteful and say things like, "If you think I'm cleaning up after your little slut - I'm not even going to call her by that ridiculous name - then you've got another thing coming. You invited her to live here, you clean up after her!" I was also really mad that my work was subsidising his lodger.

Meh - again I know where all those aspects come from. Especially about tidying up after another woman - and that happened 10 years ago. I wonder if I am often so angry in my dreams because I back away from confrontation in real life.