Just got back from counselling.
Really hard this time. Got to the root of some things. Nothing that would surprise you hear, but the first time I'd said some things face to face to a professional.
I had a hard time explaining you though
Imagine it as a notice board, really.
You know, you can put things up with drawing pins?
And sometimes you get 20 replies and sometimes none?
And people there really care about me and have helped me practically, financially and emotionally?
The questions marks don't show rising inflection, just me trying to get around blank looks.
She's a great counsellor, please don't think I'm, knocking that. But she admits she barely even uses email, so having a client whose main support is a buncha ferriners on t'internet is an odd concept for her to accept.
But yes, have come some with some wound licking to do.
And writing-down-of-feelings as homework. As well as taking next steps in above-mentioned careers.