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Originally Posted by Sundae Girl
Thanks for the support.
Sadly my mood nose-dived after my Dad told me off yesterdat evening and I spent the night crying. Even I acknowledged it was odd behaviour. Still, the morning has blown the clouds away to an extent.
Got an appointment this week re my meds (the 7 days prescribing and the lack of increase in my trazodone) and am going to acupuncture and possibly a support group today.
And the sky is cloud free. I might even take a photo of it for you  |
Oh honey. That's horrid. Night time sobbing is so exhausting. Makes you feel so out of control whilst it's happening. Probably did you good though. My guess is it wasnt really the thing with your Dad that you were crying over. Or, rather, it was probably not just about that. You've had a very stressful and unsettling week, since your support system changed. Add that to a couple of reminders from your mum and Dad about various upsetting things, and I suspect it all built up. Your Dad getting at you last night was likely just the breaking of the dam. Pretty understandable really, given the last couple of weeks. I realise there've been good things come out of the last week or so, including a new friend. But sometimes even good new things are unsettling *smiles* when added to a raft of other changes.
Glad you're feeling a little brighter this morning. Hold onto that next time the dam bursts at night. The dawn brings relief and and mornings can offer new perspectives.
You're doing brilliantly Cherry. I hope you're surprising yourself with your strength every time you blow away the storm clouds. You don't surprise us with it, of course....we know already know you're a warrior :
Good luck with the meds and acupuncture. And get that photo taken :P