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Undertoad · 11-02-2003, 05:58 AM

She moved out yesterday.

I'm miserable as I go through the "depression" phase, but I know, my brain tells me, that it's not like other depression and it's temporary. It comes in waves and I cry as I see bits of our lives together that are no longer there; the missing furniture, everything off the refrigerator.

The dogs are confused. The boy didn't sleep on the bed last night, which is unusual for him. He slept downstairs until I woke up in the middle of the night and carried him up. The girl is clinging to me, following me everywhere.

But it's kind of expected. I know this would happen, and I look forward to the point where the house feels like it's completely my place.

And I went through the online personals, and you know, there are some awesome women out there, all literate and talented and cute and stuff.

11-02-2003, 05:58 AM	#176
Undertoad Radical Centrist Join Date: Jan 2001 Location: Cottage of Prussia Posts: 31,423	Followup She moved out yesterday. I'm miserable as I go through the "depression" phase, but I know, my brain tells me, that it's not like other depression and it's temporary. It comes in waves and I cry as I see bits of our lives together that are no longer there; the missing furniture, everything off the refrigerator. The dogs are confused. The boy didn't sleep on the bed last night, which is unusual for him. He slept downstairs until I woke up in the middle of the night and carried him up. The girl is clinging to me, following me everywhere. But it's kind of expected. I know this would happen, and I look forward to the point where the house feels like it's completely my place. And I went through the online personals, and you know, there are some awesome women out there, all literate and talented and cute and stuff.