Have you considered the possibilty that sites are blocked by your school because they'd rather you do something constructive?
Not saying that things here aren't always constructive, but I can think of MANY things that a young, unemployed, teen mother should be doing instead of puttering around on a discussion forum.
You said you don't have a job. I'd be looking for one - libraries have newspapers - read one.
You said you have a daughter. Do you know everything there is to know about being a good parent? (Trick question, no one ever will), but I'd be reading up on it if I had to.
You said you want to get ahead in life - to be a Graphic Designer. Log off of the cellar, and pick up a book, or open a graphics program and get to work. The world won't hand you a pay check just because your daughter is cute.
Contrary to what you may believe, life is not handed to you. You must work for it. This is not some reality show where you will be rescued from an island of single motherhood and put smack dab in the middle of the 'good life'. Sorry, time to wake up and smell the enfamil.
Children often copy what they see when they grow up. Do you want LittleApril to be an unwed teen mother with no desire to be anything in life?
And you said it's hard to find a job. It's the holidays - there are retail jobs everywhere, and burgers always need flipped. It's easier to find a good job when you already HAVE a job, so get off your ass and stop making excuses. You have a daughter to support, even if you're pushing her off on your mom to move to Colorado. She's not your mother's responsibility - because I'll bet your first pay check against my next pay check that she wasn't in the back seat of that car when the child was conceived.
Dagney
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