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Shit. What with being preoccupied with me, and also only dipping my toe in here, I hadn't even noticed the Shaw was missing. Which makes me feel horribly guilty.
When I was at work and free to waste as much time as I wanted on the internet (I did my work, but I was SO bored, hence career change) I was in constant contact with Shawnee. Also I was working and had spare money, so would send her silly little cheer-up gifts. When I moved back home my situation changed completely. I have LESS internet access, a more fulfilling job - even though I'm not paid for it - and much less money.
Personally I feel like I've abandoned Shawnee (and Bri, but she has a better support network).
I'm nowhere near egotistical enough to think this has contributed to her leaving, but I can't help wonder if I'd been there on PM as previously I might have been able to talk through the situation with her. Because I also missed the threads in which she felt attacked.
If you read this L, please come back!
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