Sundae nails it again.
When I am dying to get blitzed - which nearly always means a trip to the ER these days -where I soak in humiliation and self-loathing, I try to remember that I won't feel like this forever. This, too, WILL pass. It will. It will. I mantra "I want to feel better, I want to feel better, I want to feel better..." up to 100,000,000 X's until I DO feel better. Even a teaspoonful better. A teaspoonful isn't much, but if it's just that much better - I'm heading in the right direction.
Hugs, brother. I think you're marvelous.
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In Barrie's play and novel, the roles of fairies are brief: they are allies to the Lost Boys, the source of fairy dust and ...They are portrayed as dangerous, whimsical and extremely clever but quite hedonistic.
"Shall I give you a kiss?" Peter asked and, jerking an acorn button off his coat, solemnly presented it to her.
—James Barrie
Wimminfolk they be tricksy. - ZenGum
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