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I'm sorry too. I know I overreact...but I really couldn't see this playing out any other way. When I saw the anon post I thought right away it would be attributed to me (paranoia? maybe, maybe not...but in that case I would call it another symptom of my 'issues') I let it go at the time, but when I saw it here...I freaked out. REally, I know some would think it's me, because of me and c-man's history. But it wasn't. I read a couple posts of his over the weekend and wanted to tell him I thought they were good comments, but pride kept me from that.
I've wanted to bury hatchets. I still want to self-preserve. I don't know how to do both.
I've been trying to be the person I want to be. I've been feeling discounted and shamed...in real life...and the past couple days have been very very bad.
So, I appreciate your comments. I'm sorry for mine. I'm just flailing about and splashing pain on everything.
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