I know it doesn't feel like it right now Ibs, but you will look back on these days and smile.
Only the
really rich breeze through college (Uni). It's bloody expensive and you are looking for work in a saturated market.
You're learning independence, and how chucking it all in and living in glorious poverty isn't a romantic option after all. Neither is living on handouts. Important lessons.
Hope you're hard for hardware
(PS, if the US is like the UK you can always earn a one-off some for having one off at the wrist. In London sperm donors can get £50+)