[plthijinx]

dude i've been single now for what? i dunno, about a month and a half now after a brief stint with a chick that i left 'cause she couldn't keep her legs together. and no, not just with me. so anyway, i'm enjoying being single. i get to do what i want, when i want and how i want. lately though i've been real busy bringing work home for an ongoing engineering project so either that or shooting zippyt in call of duty has occupied my time. now lets jump back a couple weeks. some of you know that i play poker on a regular basis in a poker league. this chick, she's 21 mind you, starts showing interest in me. she tells me that her b/f, err ex-b/f, broke up with her. rumor around the league is she's nuts. b/f is 54 or 55, i can't remember. anyway, i let paul, my roommate take my truck home that night when he busted out early and i asked lucy if she'd give me a lift home. that girl tried to cling on me like stink on shit. yep. i turned it down. she kept trying over the next few days and finally i just flat out told her, you want to be friends? fine. i can be friends. but there is no hope for a relationship here. then day before last i went to my weekly venue and there's Rusty, her ex-b/f errr now b/f. he came up to me and said, dude! i thought you were going to take her off my hands! i was going to say thank you! i told him not only no but HAYULL no. he had told me that she'd hit him a couple weeks before so there isn't any way in hell i'd touch that. you're a new dweller so you don't know my history. i'm a bit, how shall i say it, bias? i went on a hiatus from society courtesy of a crazy chick that used to beat me all the time. not to mention the mental abuse. point is i guess, you don't have to be with someone to be happy. first off though, you have to be happy with yourself in order to be happy with someone else and share the feelings. i could go on and on and on. but i digress. embrace your situation right now. relax and focus on yourself. now. that said, i'mona go have a beer and eat supper. cheers!