Thank you everyone for your kind words. I have a long road ahead re: retraining my brain as far as negative thoughts and beating myself up and...a lot of things. I am home as of yesterday and i am working on a few things while trying not to look at the mountain. I have no idea what will happen when i get back to work but i will be prepared for any of the options.
My family and friends (here and on here) have been very supportive and that means so much. Some don't understand it, i know, but that is ok too.
I got beautiful flowers from sarge and tril that really brighttened my room. I met some wonderful people and the staff was great.
Thanks henry for being a conduit, and for loving me for exactly who i am.
I probably won't post much for a while, but you're in my thoughts, my friends.
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