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infinite monkey · 02-19-2013, 07:49 AM

I'm glad for monster too.

I went out for pizza with my family last night which was good.

But I am so paranoid here. Everything I do, I'm waiting for this giant presence to loom before me yelling "WRONG. THAT IS WRONG. YOU ARE WRONG. YOU ARE NOT DEDICATED. YOU ARE NOT COMMITTED."

I rushed in for an 8 am meeting and ran the half mile to the IT dept and...no one was there. walked all the way back to the office thinking it's a trick. Well, it was rescheduled for tomorrow then rescheduled again for Thursday. Which I would know if I had all my important life-depending work minutia on a blackberry I guess. No, I'm not that committed. I'm nobody.

She purposely gets my title wrong, btw. Uses 'assistant' rather than 'analyst.' She does little things to jab at me. It probably sounds all paranoid but I'm pretty good at picking up on catty things women say or do, or pointed statements meant to convey a deeper meaning.

So, since she dropped that she and Int D have a meeting with the head of HR...and in light of all that she's said to me lately, I'm sure I will be on a H.A.T. (I'm making this non-googlable: it's Horrective Action Trocedure) which they do if they have even an inkling they want you out. It doesn't always end that way, but for my friend who went through two rounds with the crap (they hadn't tortured her quite enough, or hadn't yet convinced the lawyers they'd sufficiently beat her down and made her look sufficiently incompetent) until they finally showed her the door.

Decisions, decisions.

02-19-2013, 07:49 AM	#70
infinite monkey Person who doesn't update the user title Join Date: Mar 2011 Posts: 13,002	I'm glad for monster too. I went out for pizza with my family last night which was good. But I am so paranoid here. Everything I do, I'm waiting for this giant presence to loom before me yelling "WRONG. THAT IS WRONG. YOU ARE WRONG. YOU ARE NOT DEDICATED. YOU ARE NOT COMMITTED." I rushed in for an 8 am meeting and ran the half mile to the IT dept and...no one was there. walked all the way back to the office thinking it's a trick. Well, it was rescheduled for tomorrow then rescheduled again for Thursday. Which I would know if I had all my important life-depending work minutia on a blackberry I guess. No, I'm not that committed. I'm nobody. She purposely gets my title wrong, btw. Uses 'assistant' rather than 'analyst.' She does little things to jab at me. It probably sounds all paranoid but I'm pretty good at picking up on catty things women say or do, or pointed statements meant to convey a deeper meaning. So, since she dropped that she and Int D have a meeting with the head of HR...and in light of all that she's said to me lately, I'm sure I will be on a H.A.T. (I'm making this non-googlable: it's Horrective Action Trocedure) which they do if they have even an inkling they want you out. It doesn't always end that way, but for my friend who went through two rounds with the crap (they hadn't tortured her quite enough, or hadn't yet convinced the lawyers they'd sufficiently beat her down and made her look sufficiently incompetent) until they finally showed her the door. Decisions, decisions.