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It's just a paranoid 'what's happenin' behind the scenes' feeling. I take the other cues and jump to conclusions. I never said I was correct. I was expressing how I feel, how it seems 'to me' using aforementioned cues and clues.
And knowing that I'd probably be labeled an attention ho, or ignored entirely, or both (behind the scenes, again) when I wrote this...knowing I could be made to feel shame for that post....it's just the risk I took for myself.
In my head, I already hear the cluck-clucking. But I don't care. I've said what I wanted to say. And that is done.
Yes, I am paranoid...but a part of that is because I'm pretty good at reading into things...like silences.
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