[Sundae]

Shit, Shawnee.
Now I feel bad about ranting on and on about missing Bri and how much it hurts.

You did as much as me.
More, probably as I feel I did so little.
She said you'd spoken when I called, but guess what? I called drunk sometimes.
Pretty shitty, right.

I'd go toe to toe with anyone here that thought you were in any way guiltly for what happened. And you know she would have too.
But maybe that was our Irish fighting heritage (yeah, okay - old joke but it always got a laugh out of her.)

I care too much about you to think you should suffer for something you have no responsibiity for. Life has thrown enough in your path. Don't borrow more trouble. Bri still loved you and she'd have smacked you upside the head if she knew what you were thinking now.

Take my love instead.
And smacks.
When my boat comes in of course...