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infinite monkey · 04-08-2013, 09:41 AM

Thanks glatt.

I know. It just goes back and forth and keeps returning to the surface.
Torn in too many directions. I can't pick an outcome. I can't pick a resolution. I'm freaking tired of using my new 'skills' to continually overcome the fucked up mess that this is. I'm tired of talking myself off the proverbial ledge. Sick to freaking death of it all. And no end in sight.

But I'm catastrophizing and mind-reading etc and so on.

Lenny: "You're such a Cassandra"
Cassandra: "I'm not SUCH a Cassandra....I'm Cassandra!"

--Woody Allen, Mighty Aphrodite

Like I said, I'm especially down today. Perhaps it'll start perking up again.

04-08-2013, 09:41 AM	#9193
infinite monkey Person who doesn't update the user title Join Date: Mar 2011 Posts: 13,002	Thanks glatt. I know. It just goes back and forth and keeps returning to the surface. Torn in too many directions. I can't pick an outcome. I can't pick a resolution. I'm freaking tired of using my new 'skills' to continually overcome the fucked up mess that this is. I'm tired of talking myself off the proverbial ledge. Sick to freaking death of it all. And no end in sight. But I'm catastrophizing and mind-reading etc and so on. Lenny: "You're such a Cassandra" Cassandra: "I'm not SUCH a Cassandra....I'm Cassandra!" --Woody Allen, Mighty Aphrodite Like I said, I'm especially down today. Perhaps it'll start perking up again.