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Originally Posted by Sundae
I'm listening. You know I can never internalise it though.
When I'm in a bad way I look at old threads - specially my "travel" threads and take in the good comments. Feel I've achieved something. Because I've shown something people haven't seen before, or turned a phrase that someone else enjoys.
Me being a good person? Step too far.
Dads got his vouchers today.
He was made up.
I forgot through all the drama, that he didn't actually know what was supposed to be arriving 
New wastepaper bin arrived in the same post - because Diz chewed the hell out of the wicker one in my room and the one in here. Trialled my new one for 2 weeks, then got one for this room. So Mum was all cheery-glad too.
This is in the right thread this time. Because it's a resolution to something I posted about here.
But like a pervy businessman, I'm grateful for a Happy Ending.
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We've all seen the evidence that you're a good person Sundae. Even if you don't believe, know that we all do. I just can't believe that such a nice person as yourself cannot internalize that. I know how hard you've worked on yourself, keep working and I know you'll get there. You know that recently I was low enough to try to kill myself, I'm no longer feeling that way and I feel like a good person. There are others here who have felt the same, and turned it around. I'm not gonna tell you that if we can do it, so can you, but just know there is hope.