Orrr, stay drunk and naked, partying hard till you die... shouldn't take that long.

But what you don't want to do, is sit and worry about what you should do, because that will make you nuts.
Keep in mind if you see a psychiatrist, or therapist, or even a regular doctor, the decision to take drugs is yours. Take them if you trust the recommendation, after reading what they are and what they do. Then bring them up to the prescriber often... "Do I still need these? Why?" Taking charge can help you feel better just from the empowerment.
Oh, and don't forget to check in here with your board certified forum.