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My mama might be done with her radiation treatment. all depends what the surgeon says. i don't know if chemo is done...really it's all day to day, and i know 'cause i take her to all her appointments (at least one a day) I hope it's operable now, and they can get that crap out of her.
the blessing in the unemployment is that i have been able to help mom and dad, not just with appts but also with the house/yard. I'm no caregiver, or never thought i could be, but i love them so much and i want to help.
it's hard, i cry a lot...but i am strong around them. maybe god thinks it's high time i grow up?i just want her to feel better.
i don't know why i'm finally telling this, after all this time. i guess with at least a reprieve i can finally 'say' it.
i even make wishes at white horses that she'll get well. so, here's to a small part of a long journey: conquered. good job, ma.
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