Thanks you all.
really, i'm just in the right spot to do this. It isn't that much...we just do the best we can do, right? I feel like i've belittled the situation just talking about it. I really only have a couple friends i let loose too. I guess i'm realizing we're all trying to do the best we can.
i was blessed with great parents and believe me, i've been th most trouble of us 3 kids. but there was never a question about being loved.
life is damn hard and beautiful. Conundrum.
