Hey! Merc!

[Trilby]

Originally Posted by Aliantha

OK, well here's what I have to say.

Next time you get all misty eyed and decide to put forth some piss weak apology for being such a fucking bitch, don't bother if you're just going to continue in the same vein.

There's only one thing worse than a bitch, and that's the one that pretends she's notfor some inexplicable reason.

Save your pathetic bullshit for someone elsewho'll eat it up. I never swallowed it the first time [(you never forgave me though you appearred to on this very board to accept my apology...but, you never DID accept it? Interesting.)] and I can already smell the reak of remorse building for the next.

Well, I highly doubt that your olfactory senses are quite that amazing, but, then, there's a lot I don't know about Australia and her inhabitants.

There are many untrue things in that post, but I will only the address the most glaring, obvious one: I shall never, ever apologize to you Ali. You never accepted the first one which leads me to believe you don't really trust anyone save yourself and your own experiences. It IS too bad, though, and it explains some things. But me write?, nay, utter?, one word in your direction? Never again. Your particular brand of venom kills. Born and raised on suspicion and self-loathing, tucked into bed at night with the "We Lot Here Are All OK!" blanket of self-righteousness; but most damaging (and perhaps, dangerous) is your growing up thinking anyone would give a bent nickle for the dark, self-pitying dreck that, like flotsam and jetsam, occasionally bob to the surface of your confused, wet consciouness.

I've admitted freely my own sins. Whack away. It won't matter anymore, though. This place isn't mine; never was. It was a dream I had one day and now I'm waked. The argument did not belong to you, ali, in any way, shape or form, yet you've managed to make it, once again, all about you.

Get to your local library. Take notes. You'll find that elusive diagnosis yet.