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monster · 05-13-2012, 11:20 PM

Just saw daughter on TV playing polo

monster · 05-13-2012, 11:20 PM

(we were channel flicking)

Sundae · 05-14-2012, 03:19 AM

Polo with horses?!
[/silliness]

monster · 05-14-2012, 07:54 AM

You know your eczema's bad when you realise you're scratching it on the steering wheel as you drive

DanaC · 05-14-2012, 08:21 AM

Owww

anonymous · 05-14-2012, 09:56 AM

I asked God why he doesn't go ahead and kill me. Why's he keeping me around? I serve no purpose and am just a burdern. I don't see any sets of footprint in the sand except I see the outline where I fell and I see sprinting footsteps getting as far away from me as quickly as possible. So why bother, God. Do you actually have a plan or are you waiting for me to have a psychotic break?

Trilby · 05-14-2012, 09:58 AM

Anonymous - can you or do you feel you can be more specific
with whst is going on with you? Sometimes narrowing down the
problem helps from feeling so overwhelmed

anonymous · 05-14-2012, 10:59 AM

I think my family hates me, or is disgusted by me, or maybe just barely putting up with me.

My younger sibling in general. I don't think theylike me much anymore.

I keep getting hints and jabs about the things that are wrong with me, something I am pretty good at doing to myself. No one is ever proud of me, no matter how I try, and I am living in the shadows of greatness. How could I expect anything else? I can't possibly understand the dynamics of a life lived well, of the normal.

I am disappearing as I age. I'm disappearing and I have no meaning. I have little to offer. I am being punished for all the things Ive done wrong in my life and it's never been more clear. So God, what is the point? I'm not going to do anything but you could see clear to put me out of my own and everyone else's misery, couldn't you? Since there doesn't seem to be a place for me, anywhere.

Clodfobble · 05-14-2012, 11:33 AM

There is a place for you here. We love you, and we would miss you, and you don't make us miserable. I guarantee it.

Trilby · 05-14-2012, 11:38 AM

Sibling feelings come and go with time life experience and maturity
. Not to sound too Pollyanna about it nut every life_ has
meaning.' It heelpS

Trilby · 05-14-2012, 11:39 AM

It helps me if I remember this: thru love ALL pain
will become medicine. Not "some" pain but ALL pain.

Your pain will become medicine.

Sundae · 05-14-2012, 01:06 PM

Meh, I disagree Bri.
Sometimes pain is just pain. Sometimes life is shitty.

But if all you have are feelings Anon, then don't hoard them and hold them as inviolate.
The brain and the heart and even the stomach (as the powerhouse of emotions) can play tricks. This too will pass.

monster · 05-17-2012, 08:26 PM

Clodfobble · 05-18-2012, 08:24 AM

I'm so jaded. What about the other people in the theatre? I mean sure, they can watch the fake preview and clap when she says yes... but then they have to sit there while her whole family hugs her? When do they get to see the movie they paid for? Buncha attention whores. [/grumpy old lady]

DanaC · 05-18-2012, 08:34 AM

that's classy.

05-13-2012, 11:20 PM	#3076
monster I hear them call the tide Join Date: Dec 2005 Location: Perpetual Chaos Posts: 30,852	Just saw daughter on TV playing polo __________________ The most difficult thing is the decision to act, the rest is merely tenacity Amelia Earhart

05-13-2012, 11:20 PM	#3077
monster I hear them call the tide Join Date: Dec 2005 Location: Perpetual Chaos Posts: 30,852	(we were channel flicking) __________________ The most difficult thing is the decision to act, the rest is merely tenacity Amelia Earhart

05-14-2012, 03:19 AM	#3078
Sundae polaroid of perfection Join Date: Sep 2005 Location: West Yorkshire Posts: 24,185	Polo with horses?! [/silliness] __________________ Life's hard you know, so strike a pose on a Cadillac

05-14-2012, 07:54 AM	#3079
monster I hear them call the tide Join Date: Dec 2005 Location: Perpetual Chaos Posts: 30,852	You know your eczema's bad when you realise you're scratching it on the steering wheel as you drive __________________ The most difficult thing is the decision to act, the rest is merely tenacity Amelia Earhart

05-14-2012, 09:58 AM	#3082
Trilby Slattern of the Swail Join Date: Jul 2004 Posts: 15,654	Anonymous - can you or do you feel you can be more specific with whst is going on with you? Sometimes narrowing down the problem helps from feeling so overwhelmed __________________ In Barrie's play and novel, the roles of fairies are brief: they are allies to the Lost Boys, the source of fairy dust and ...They are portrayed as dangerous, whimsical and extremely clever but quite hedonistic. "Shall I give you a kiss?" Peter asked and, jerking an acorn button off his coat, solemnly presented it to her. —James Barrie Wimminfolk they be tricksy. - ZenGum

05-14-2012, 09:56 AM	#3081
anonymous Operations Operative Join Date: Feb 2004 Location: in hiding Posts: 578	I asked God why he doesn't go ahead and kill me. Why's he keeping me around? I serve no purpose and am just a burdern. I don't see any sets of footprint in the sand except I see the outline where I fell and I see sprinting footsteps getting as far away from me as quickly as possible. So why bother, God. Do you actually have a plan or are you waiting for me to have a psychotic break?

05-14-2012, 10:59 AM	#3083
anonymous Operations Operative Join Date: Feb 2004 Location: in hiding Posts: 578	I think my family hates me, or is disgusted by me, or maybe just barely putting up with me. My younger sibling in general. I don't think theylike me much anymore. I keep getting hints and jabs about the things that are wrong with me, something I am pretty good at doing to myself. No one is ever proud of me, no matter how I try, and I am living in the shadows of greatness. How could I expect anything else? I can't possibly understand the dynamics of a life lived well, of the normal. I am disappearing as I age. I'm disappearing and I have no meaning. I have little to offer. I am being punished for all the things Ive done wrong in my life and it's never been more clear. So God, what is the point? I'm not going to do anything but you could see clear to put me out of my own and everyone else's misery, couldn't you? Since there doesn't seem to be a place for me, anywhere.

05-14-2012, 11:33 AM	#3084
Clodfobble UNDER CONDITIONAL MITIGATION Join Date: Mar 2004 Location: Austin, TX Posts: 20,012	There is a place for you here. We love you, and we would miss you, and you don't make us miserable. I guarantee it. __________________ My book My other book My spirit animal

05-14-2012, 11:38 AM	#3085
Trilby Slattern of the Swail Join Date: Jul 2004 Posts: 15,654	Sibling feelings come and go with time life experience and maturity . Not to sound too Pollyanna about it nut every life_ has meaning.' It heelpS __________________ In Barrie's play and novel, the roles of fairies are brief: they are allies to the Lost Boys, the source of fairy dust and ...They are portrayed as dangerous, whimsical and extremely clever but quite hedonistic. "Shall I give you a kiss?" Peter asked and, jerking an acorn button off his coat, solemnly presented it to her. —James Barrie Wimminfolk they be tricksy. - ZenGum

05-14-2012, 11:39 AM	#3086
Trilby Slattern of the Swail Join Date: Jul 2004 Posts: 15,654	It helps me if I remember this: thru love ALL pain will become medicine. Not "some" pain but ALL pain. Your pain will become medicine. __________________ In Barrie's play and novel, the roles of fairies are brief: they are allies to the Lost Boys, the source of fairy dust and ...They are portrayed as dangerous, whimsical and extremely clever but quite hedonistic. "Shall I give you a kiss?" Peter asked and, jerking an acorn button off his coat, solemnly presented it to her. —James Barrie Wimminfolk they be tricksy. - ZenGum

05-14-2012, 01:06 PM	#3087
Sundae polaroid of perfection Join Date: Sep 2005 Location: West Yorkshire Posts: 24,185	Meh, I disagree Bri. Sometimes pain is just pain. Sometimes life is shitty. But if all you have are feelings Anon, then don't hoard them and hold them as inviolate. The brain and the heart and even the stomach (as the powerhouse of emotions) can play tricks. This too will pass. __________________ Life's hard you know, so strike a pose on a Cadillac

05-17-2012, 08:26 PM	#3088
monster I hear them call the tide Join Date: Dec 2005 Location: Perpetual Chaos Posts: 30,852	__________________ The most difficult thing is the decision to act, the rest is merely tenacity Amelia Earhart

05-18-2012, 08:24 AM	#3089
Clodfobble UNDER CONDITIONAL MITIGATION Join Date: Mar 2004 Location: Austin, TX Posts: 20,012	I'm so jaded. What about the other people in the theatre? I mean sure, they can watch the fake preview and clap when she says yes... but then they have to sit there while her whole family hugs her? When do they get to see the movie they paid for? Buncha attention whores. [/grumpy old lady] __________________ My book My other book My spirit animal

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