Last nights meltdown...

[pensive pam]

First, I would like to thank Mr. Undertoad for putting up with me. As well as the community. I do not know where to start; as I have been pushed down so far. I did post my number. I did receive a call from CA and MD. My assistant took call. Sadly, he said one call only played music, the other did not talk. Usually Sarah helps me, but she was sick so her brother was with me for the night.

I will come clean. Yes, I was on that other site. However many of the posts I have writeen there have been severly edit by other posters as well as webmaster.

I do not post about politicaly things. Yes, I do have other neurological issues that I did speak of on that site, but I did not here.
I had a giant meltdown last night I will admit that.

I was upset. Big Sarge is proper in what he said. I do belong to the Gotham's Writer Club, BUT I am still me. I was mad because I lost a writing competition that many feel, including me, that I should have won. I did come in 2nd place from 800+ entries. The other girl that won knew I was better and was ashamed. I stormed out of the place and ran. That club does not deserve me. I deserve to be here.
As for Big Sarge. I know who he is. I offer peace...

always-
Pam.

[morethanpretty]

Originally Posted by pensive pam

Take care to you all...

I will never return. so please do not respond, as I will not be around to see it.

My lover is Siobhan.

Farewell,

Pam.

What you are is a liar, drama queen and troll. Those are just the least of what you are.

[pensive pam]

Originally Posted by morethanpretty

What you are is a liar, drama queen and troll. Those are just the least of what you are.

A drama queen? Yes. A liar? No. A troll? I do not live under bridge...

Pam.

[glatt]

I'm not sure that breaking a promise is the same thing as lying. Lying is about deceit, and breaking a promise is more like not following through.

[pensive pam]

Originally Posted by glatt

I'm not sure that breaking a promise is the same thing as lying. Lying is about deceit, and breaking a promise is more like not following through.

Thank you for your kind words. I made a mistake. My depression and emotions get me. But, I work on getting them better...

I am just so lost. Too many nights under the 'midnight sun.' Too much wine. At times, I am at a bar - and there is a music band playing there. I really can not hear the music that well. Sometimes I think that is best.

and later that night, I stumble home. I know people stare. I know what they think of me. But I do not care. But then when I wake up in the morning,...I do care.

thank you Mr. glatt,
Pam.

[morethanpretty]

Originally Posted by glatt

I'm not sure that breaking a promise is the same thing as lying. Lying is about deceit, and breaking a promise is more like not following through.

She promised she would do something and then she did not. That is a lie in my book. Plus she never ever intended what she said, another way it was a lie.

[Pico and ME]

If the whole persona is a lie, well then.....

[jimhelm]

why are you taking it so personally, mort?

You should be thanking her for being the most interesting noob in ....oh...forever.

[jimhelm]

Originally Posted by Pico and ME

If the whole persona is a lie, well then.....

applause? holy awesome sock puppet?

[Pico and ME]

...why take it so seriously.

[pensive pam]

Originally Posted by morethanpretty

She promised she would do something and then she did not. That is a lie in my book. Plus she never ever intended what she said, another way it was a lie.

At the time I made the statement. I did mean it. And now i regret it. I have stated that here. You seem very scorn. Perhaps some man lied to you??? I do not know.

But you are bitter I think. What is so troubling you in life? Perhaps I can help if you need to talke to someone.

Pam.

[morethanpretty]

Originally Posted by jimhelm

why are you taking it so personally, mort?

You should be thanking her for being the most interesting noob in ....oh...forever.

Oh what a tangled web we weave,
When first we practice to deceive.


I'm just telling the truth. Truth is not personal.

[morethanpretty]

Originally Posted by pensive pam

At the time I made the statement. I did mean it. And now i regret it. I have stated that here. You seem very scorn. Perhaps some man lied to you??? I do not know.

But you are bitter I think. What is so troubling you in life? Perhaps I can help if you need to talke to someone.

Pam.

If you are a man, then yes, a man lied to me.
You made a statement you did not mean. That means you lied. I do not like liars, that does not mean I'm bitter. I'd pray to god before I came to you for help and I'm agnostic.

trusting in Jesus before pathetic pam,
MTP

[pensive pam]

Originally Posted by morethanpretty

If you are a man, then yes, a man lied to me.
You made a statement you did not mean. That means you lied. I do not like liars, that does not mean I'm bitter. I'd pray to god before I came to you for help and I'm agnostic.

trusting in Jesus before pathetic pam,
MTP

yes, you are bitter. and i did not lie. a woman has the right to change her mind at any time. unless YOU are a man, you should know this...

Pam.

[morethanpretty]

Originally Posted by pensive pam

yes, you are bitter. and i did not lie. a woman has the right to change her mind at any time. unless YOU are a man, you should know this...

Pam.

No women do not have the right to be liars. I am a woman and I know that. You want to put a bad face on females when we've been struggling for equality and to get rid of the negative stereotypes about us, and expect me to accept that? Nope. If I am bitter, it is because of things like you perpetuating a negative stereotype of my gender.