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05-20-2020, 03:56 PM | #1 |
I hear them call the tide
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It's my Wedding Anniversary
26 years. Doing math in the shower -like I do- I realized what a massive percentage of my life was spent with beest compared to without. I was 19, about to turn 20 when we met. I was 47.5 when he died. So 28 years or so, compared to 19 without. And when you think of how little of your first 5 years or so you remember..... and the rest of the pre-beest years were the shit school years with a bad home situation. No wonder I feel adrift.... I miss him, I miss us.
And they were great years. And I did know it was good, and yet I still didn't realize.... until it was gone. I don't think you can. I'm not after sympathy or therapy or advice on how to pull myself together. I'm just saying it like it is.
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05-20-2020, 04:12 PM | #2 | |
We have to go back, Kate!
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05-20-2020, 04:45 PM | #3 |
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I looked through the smilies... Dana offered the best one. I second it.
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05-20-2020, 07:51 PM | #4 |
still says videotape
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Great years, hang on to them. peace
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05-20-2020, 10:00 PM | #5 |
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What Dana said.
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05-21-2020, 12:08 PM | #6 | |
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05-21-2020, 02:49 PM | #7 |
still says videotape
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<------- fifth-ed?
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05-21-2020, 03:10 PM | #8 |
I hear them call the tide
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filthed? . Am now reading second sentence as "doing meth in the shower"
I survived :/ I wish he was still here, though.
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05-21-2020, 03:15 PM | #9 |
I hear them call the tide
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My Parkrun group has been doing "getting-to-know-you" interviews with regulars instead of weekly run updates while Parkrun is suspended. The person interviewed me a few weeks ago and that was -coincidentally- published yesterday. It turned out to be mostly about us -she asked and I answered but that's how it turned out. I'd share but it contains a little too much personal info for here
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