What the hell

toranokaze · 11-08-2009, 09:52 PM

I have been dragging ass all day; I haven't done anything I had planed and I cried for three hours.

This is starting to really get annoying

toranokaze · 11-08-2009, 09:59 PM

I guess what ever it is I want it to stop.

Cicero · 11-08-2009, 10:01 PM

Oh that is sad! (((hugs)))

toranokaze · 11-08-2009, 10:02 PM

Thanks I got some chocolate it seems to help

Cloud · 11-08-2009, 10:04 PM

I don't know much about your situation, but I do know something about depression. Maybe this is an isolated or specific-cause related thing. If not-One of the hardest things to do when depressed is reach out for help. If you are not already being treated, make an appointment with a doctor or therapist as soon as you can. Exercise also helps--a lot.

toranokaze · 11-08-2009, 10:08 PM

I'm seeing someone for stress, but this thing is new

I really thought I was done with this depression BS, man I hope this isn't clinical, maybe it is all the death around me.

Cloud · 11-08-2009, 10:19 PM

I'm telling you--stop watching/reading the news. Try a moratorium, at least for a little while.

lumberdrunk · 11-08-2009, 10:20 PM

have you considered drinking your blues away?

toranokaze · 11-08-2009, 10:28 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by lumberdrunk

have you considered drinking your blues away?

I just quite drinking, and smoking.

toranokaze · 11-08-2009, 10:24 PM

It isn't the news. A friend's brother died, maybe that is it... I really don't know. I wasn't closes and he was sick. Or maybe it is something else or accumulation of small things.

studding is not helping, fucking stats,

I just put my knives and sleeping pills in the closet, I don't think I'm going to do anything but I want to be on the safe side right now. I did take out one pill
I might take that in a bit.

Cloud · 11-08-2009, 10:33 PM

go to bed early; get some fresh air, sunshine, and exercise in the morning

toranokaze · 11-08-2009, 10:38 PM

I'm taking the pill, I hope there is sun tomorrow, it rain today I swear it only rains like three times a year here.

lumberjim · 11-08-2009, 10:45 PM

life is rough

get a helmet

toranokaze · 11-08-2009, 10:47 PM

Pill is kicking in, got the Pink floyd going

Good bye my sorrows, I send ye now to the blackest void never so see again. May the morning light brighten my soul with the reminder of God’s eternal love.

toranokaze · 11-09-2009, 08:06 AM

Ok, I woke up again. I feel better but lets see how this day unfolds.

11-08-2009, 09:52 PM	#1
toranokaze I'm still a jerk Join Date: Oct 2007 Location: Little Mexico Posts: 1,817	What the hell I have been dragging ass all day; I haven't done anything I had planed and I cried for three hours. This is starting to really get annoying __________________ "Without deviation from the norm progress is not possible." - Frank Zappa It is the ignorance of ignorance that lead to the death of knowledge The Virgin Mary does not weep for her son, for he is in paradise. She weeps for the world , for we are in suffering.

11-08-2009, 09:59 PM	#2
toranokaze I'm still a jerk Join Date: Oct 2007 Location: Little Mexico Posts: 1,817	I guess what ever it is I want it to stop. __________________ "Without deviation from the norm progress is not possible." - Frank Zappa It is the ignorance of ignorance that lead to the death of knowledge The Virgin Mary does not weep for her son, for he is in paradise. She weeps for the world , for we are in suffering.

11-08-2009, 10:01 PM	#3
Cicero Looking forward to open mic night. Join Date: Oct 2006 Location: New Mexico Posts: 5,148	Oh that is sad! (((hugs))) __________________ Show me a sane man, and I will cure him for you.- Carl Jung

11-08-2009, 10:02 PM	#4
toranokaze I'm still a jerk Join Date: Oct 2007 Location: Little Mexico Posts: 1,817	Thanks I got some chocolate it seems to help __________________ "Without deviation from the norm progress is not possible." - Frank Zappa It is the ignorance of ignorance that lead to the death of knowledge The Virgin Mary does not weep for her son, for he is in paradise. She weeps for the world , for we are in suffering.

11-08-2009, 10:04 PM	#5
Cloud ... Join Date: Feb 2007 Posts: 8,360	I don't know much about your situation, but I do know something about depression. Maybe this is an isolated or specific-cause related thing. If not-One of the hardest things to do when depressed is reach out for help. If you are not already being treated, make an appointment with a doctor or therapist as soon as you can. Exercise also helps--a lot. __________________ "Guard your honor. Let your reputation fall where it will. And outlive the bastards!"

11-08-2009, 10:08 PM	#6
toranokaze I'm still a jerk Join Date: Oct 2007 Location: Little Mexico Posts: 1,817	I'm seeing someone for stress, but this thing is new I really thought I was done with this depression BS, man I hope this isn't clinical, maybe it is all the death around me. __________________ "Without deviation from the norm progress is not possible." - Frank Zappa It is the ignorance of ignorance that lead to the death of knowledge The Virgin Mary does not weep for her son, for he is in paradise. She weeps for the world , for we are in suffering.

11-08-2009, 10:19 PM	#7
Cloud ... Join Date: Feb 2007 Posts: 8,360	I'm telling you--stop watching/reading the news. Try a moratorium, at least for a little while. __________________ "Guard your honor. Let your reputation fall where it will. And outlive the bastards!"

11-08-2009, 10:20 PM	#8
lumberdrunk will help you shop for bras Join Date: Sep 2007 Location: in my cups! Posts: 15	have you considered drinking your blues away? __________________ Fill an 18oz plastic beer cup with ice. add 6 to 7 seconds of rum from the big jug of Captain. Fill with caffeine free diet coke. Insert bendy straw. Imbibe. Repeat.

11-08-2009, 10:24 PM	#10
toranokaze I'm still a jerk Join Date: Oct 2007 Location: Little Mexico Posts: 1,817	It isn't the news. A friend's brother died, maybe that is it... I really don't know. I wasn't closes and he was sick. Or maybe it is something else or accumulation of small things. studding is not helping, fucking stats, I just put my knives and sleeping pills in the closet, I don't think I'm going to do anything but I want to be on the safe side right now. I did take out one pill I might take that in a bit. __________________ "Without deviation from the norm progress is not possible." - Frank Zappa It is the ignorance of ignorance that lead to the death of knowledge The Virgin Mary does not weep for her son, for he is in paradise. She weeps for the world , for we are in suffering.

11-08-2009, 10:33 PM	#11
Cloud ... Join Date: Feb 2007 Posts: 8,360	go to bed early; get some fresh air, sunshine, and exercise in the morning __________________ "Guard your honor. Let your reputation fall where it will. And outlive the bastards!"

11-08-2009, 10:38 PM	#12
toranokaze I'm still a jerk Join Date: Oct 2007 Location: Little Mexico Posts: 1,817	I'm taking the pill, I hope there is sun tomorrow, it rain today I swear it only rains like three times a year here. __________________ "Without deviation from the norm progress is not possible." - Frank Zappa It is the ignorance of ignorance that lead to the death of knowledge The Virgin Mary does not weep for her son, for he is in paradise. She weeps for the world , for we are in suffering.

11-08-2009, 10:45 PM	#13
lumberjim I can hear my ears Join Date: Oct 2003 Posts: 25,571	life is rough get a helmet __________________ This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality Embrace this moment, remember We are eternal, all this pain is an illusion ~MJKeenan

11-08-2009, 10:47 PM	#14
toranokaze I'm still a jerk Join Date: Oct 2007 Location: Little Mexico Posts: 1,817	Pill is kicking in, got the Pink floyd going Good bye my sorrows, I send ye now to the blackest void never so see again. May the morning light brighten my soul with the reminder of God’s eternal love. __________________ "Without deviation from the norm progress is not possible." - Frank Zappa It is the ignorance of ignorance that lead to the death of knowledge The Virgin Mary does not weep for her son, for he is in paradise. She weeps for the world , for we are in suffering.

11-09-2009, 08:06 AM	#15
toranokaze I'm still a jerk Join Date: Oct 2007 Location: Little Mexico Posts: 1,817	Ok, I woke up again. I feel better but lets see how this day unfolds. __________________ "Without deviation from the norm progress is not possible." - Frank Zappa It is the ignorance of ignorance that lead to the death of knowledge The Virgin Mary does not weep for her son, for he is in paradise. She weeps for the world , for we are in suffering.

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