08-23-2011, 11:08 AM | #3811 |
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c'mere. gimme a hug
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08-23-2011, 11:18 AM | #3812 |
barely disguised asshole, keeper of all that is holy.
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shaw, I'm sorry. If you're really hurting, I don't want to make it any worse. I'm sorry you're feeling blue today. I'm gonna back off and I hope you feel better.
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08-23-2011, 11:20 AM | #3813 |
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And Sam - AGAIN - I'm sorry for whatever misunderstanding there was between us.
I know we settled up, but would like to do it here publicly on the board as well.
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08-23-2011, 11:34 AM | #3814 | ||
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Quote:
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08-23-2011, 11:41 AM | #3815 |
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I'm sorry too. I know I overreact...but I really couldn't see this playing out any other way. When I saw the anon post I thought right away it would be attributed to me (paranoia? maybe, maybe not...but in that case I would call it another symptom of my 'issues') I let it go at the time, but when I saw it here...I freaked out. REally, I know some would think it's me, because of me and c-man's history. But it wasn't. I read a couple posts of his over the weekend and wanted to tell him I thought they were good comments, but pride kept me from that.
I've wanted to bury hatchets. I still want to self-preserve. I don't know how to do both. I've been trying to be the person I want to be. I've been feeling discounted and shamed...in real life...and the past couple days have been very very bad. So, I appreciate your comments. I'm sorry for mine. I'm just flailing about and splashing pain on everything. |
08-23-2011, 11:53 AM | #3816 |
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No, I get it. I didn't think it was you since historically you just say what you mean straight out. I've noticed that you're being careful not to get into it with classic and I think he is trying to reciprocate. I became the shit-stirrer by calling out nameless, when you guys were trying to take the high-road. My bad.
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08-23-2011, 11:55 AM | #3817 |
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I know the feeling, IM. Sometimes being too introspective is just being too hard on ones self.
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08-23-2011, 11:59 AM | #3818 |
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Life can be a dick. Sorry it's kicking you around right now, IM. This too shall pass.
Remember to look around at your present moment situation, and recognize that there is nothing lacking. right now, there is nothing lacking. right this minute.
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08-23-2011, 02:14 PM | #3819 |
I hear them call the tide
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IM: dr monster prescribes bubble mixture. play with it, don't drink it.
--- Now, Why don't I ever feel the earthquakes? It's not fair. apparently it was felt in AA, but I didn't feel it. Mutter, mutter. Yes, I'm changing the subject.
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08-23-2011, 02:17 PM | #3820 |
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Maybe your ass just isn't 'earthquake sensitive.'
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08-23-2011, 04:02 PM | #3821 |
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Protip:
You could try what's worked for me: burying the hatchet in the skull of my enemy; hatchet buried, self preserved, mission accomplished.
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08-23-2011, 04:12 PM | #3822 |
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I found a 201Gb ZiP file containing all 26 seasons of the first Doctor Who series. Unfortunate, it would take me 3 weeks of continuous downloading to get it.
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08-23-2011, 04:13 PM | #3823 |
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where did you find that?
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08-23-2011, 04:47 PM | #3824 |
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must absorb the tremors
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08-23-2011, 04:56 PM | #3825 |
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