anon, I feel for you and your pain, I really do. We can all tell you a hundred times that it will get better, but you won't really believe it until you are better. Then, you know what? You'll feel stronger. You'll be proud that you came out on the other side intact. You'll have a better sense of what you want in a relationship.
As to the depression, I think it's normal. If it gets worse and won't go away, or if you are having suicidal thoughts...please seek help. You might find that each day you feel a little bit better. Think about that each day. Ask yourself next week if you feel a little bit better than you did last week, etc.
Keep talking about it, I think it helps you.
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