I can't do this anymore

[Trilby]

I know that pain. Your illness is a 'fake'. You are NOT depressed, or alcoholic or suffering from PTSD---YOU ARE WEAK! You can control alcoholism, you can THINK yourself to health! PTSD? What are you? Some kind of coward/loser? Oh, I know it. Wolf has a very similar reaction to junkies----she can't stand them, they seem weak-willed to her and perfectly capable of just saying NO. (thank you, Nancy Reagan) brain chemistry gets FUCKED UP over prolonged periods of stress, drug and alcohol use and so on. the brain is plastic and NOT STATIC. Wires get HARD wired into it; it mutates itself; it re-sets itself to the new norm. Pisses me off, really.

She's out to break you----I've had two bosses very much like her. One got fired and the other---after I left (calling them all thugs to their fucking faces) had her institution close down. I'd get a lawyer. And make notes. Detailed; no matter how insignificant the matter may seem. patters is what we looks for precious. Patterns.