Sundae

[sexobon]

Originally Posted by monster

... I was often told off for being mean to her so I stopped communicating with her at all ... I wish I could turn back the clock and do it differently just in case it could have made a difference

Originally Posted by Sundae

... I will stop drinking or die. ...

Opinion? Entitled.
Sort my life out? Up to me.

It wouldn't have made any difference. She wouldn't let it. Like you, I moved on back then after I pushed in that thread to see what kind of prognosis she had. The writing was on the wall. There are sooooo many others in need who will let you make a difference for their lives that the ones who won't don't make the time cut ... life is too short.