What does THIS mean? :(

[Kagen4o4]

Originally Posted by Brianna

My quasi-boyfriend is in London and has been since Jan. He's working. I emailed him yesterday and this is what it said: There may be more who offer you consolation, but I will always love you.

his reply email-You know me only too well, Sweetheart! I do find it difficult to refuse women in need
of the milk of human kindness--all the more so when they are near at hand
(as 'twere). But be assured (again) that you were/are/always will be very
dear to me, and we'll certainly have time together again once my life
resumes a more regular pattern.

I hate myself. A lot.

dear (insert retards name here)
its nice to be assured (again) that i am/are/always will be very dear to you. i too am a woman who does not refuse to milk men for human kindness--all the more so when they are near my hand (as 'twere). and im sure we'll spend more time together my life resumes a less regular patern of up and down motion.