confused !

[nmckenzie02]

june, sorry for the delayed response. your welcome for the links, but thanks and praise be to the blogosphere. i'm glad you found them interesting. "se" is just me lazily abbreviating something else. prolly not suited for quote marks...

"...yes, I am struggled and I know that I should stop dreaming it." or perhaps dream from another perspective, like wolf said, on another level, but within the dream.

thanks for noting the difference between feeling compelled to do something and actually making the choice to do it. also for noting that it's a blessing that people here listen and respond.

sounds like you're actually pretty clear about doing the thing you have to do. what is that thing? are there any ways to add value to the pursuit of your se while you do that thing you have to do? do you need a lot of what you got to survive?

what is the cost of living vs. quality of life in your country?